Today is a slippery day. Not the kind of liquid surrender you feel when water is washing over you, but the kind of wet that makes it hard to find ones footing and get grounded. I can’t seem to stick to my convictions, and I am slipping all over the place.
I decided to make a new medicine bag. My dog actually ate my old one, which really upset me as it was the first medicine bag I made. I managed to salvage the baby mourning dove feather, although it is a little smooshed. The rest is gone, although can be re-created 🙂
I was going to do some research on the best herbs to facilitate grounding and focus. I still may do this, but I am not going to wait as my soul is in need of something immediate. The image that came to me was a re-playing of a vision I had while shamanic journeying.* I was given a context before starting, of asking the Earth for wisdom. I was immediately taken to the open desert, where I danced before the fire. An Isis type goddess came to me and told me I needed grounding. She then picked me up, held me high, and planted me firmly in the Earth. Any movement after this was very difficult, as I had been rooted deeply up to my knees! I then became a snake and began shedding my skin….
After this experience, I began a second journey, this one involving a rock. I was to talk to the spirit of the rock, and see if it had any messages for me. I held the little pink rock on my heart chakra as I began. Again I traveled, this time to a 90 degree sheer face of rock, the mother of the baby rock I held against my heart. I lay my body against this massive piece of Earth as it spoke to me. It told me that what I held against my heart was actually a small fragment of a much greater force. A force that is solid, protective, powerful and energetic. Pure Earth energy. I am to surrender to this force, like water. In my act of surrender, of giving in to this life current, I can than harness this Earth energy and use it in my daily life. It is there for me to access and wants to help.
I know without a doubt that this little pink rock is going inside the medicine bag, along with the mourning dove feather (love with my partner and children), a fimo bead of the Goddess Diana, (the first Goddess I remembered), some lavender (calm, soothing) and ash (protection). I may add more to this bag, but for now I am going to assemble it and wear it for the next bunch of days. If there is any way to get solid with convictions and living purely from the heart, a piece of Mother Earth will surely do.
Blessings on your own journey to peace of heart!
Diana Ray/April Aronoff
Photography By Diana Ray
*Shamanic Journeying: through the beat of drums and rattles, one goes in a trance like state where they can travel and meet any number of spirit guides or helpers.